Now...

One day I shall realize the immensity of this moment and the awesome glory under which I have lived all this time without really being aware of it. One day, most likely when I die, I shall realize that in the greyest, most drab moments of my life were the greatest opportunities for love. One day I shall realize that Christ was at my door at moments when I least expected it. One day I shall know the glory that clothed these days - and at the sound of the trumpet in the end I shall see all these seemingly meaningless, wasted, empty, half-hearted seconds as the pieces of a puzzle put together by the pierced Hand of Christ. Then I shall know that all this time, without ever really knowing it, I lived under the shadow of LOVE.